Aku kan sebenarnya.
Benci dengan lelaki yang cuba merosakkan hati kawan-kawan aku.
Ah.sakit.nya.hati.aku.
Aku cuba sabar.
Tenang.
Memang ada jenis lelaki yang tak faham.
Yang even aku dah cakap banyak kali, diorang takkan pernah faham.
Ya Allah, bahasa apa aku tengah guna sekarang ni?
Aku rasa ini mungkin bahasa kemarahan aku.
Aku tak pernah tunjuk marah aku depan orang.
Dan. Sekarang, aku sedang menangis.
There's one side in my heart.
Which I don't understand what the hell does it feel right now.
I think, its a combination of hatred and love.
I hate whatever they did.
But, I love them so much, too much till I can't describe.
And, yah, I HATE myself.
I should not be a coward whom easily let this kind of awkward situation remain.
Because, I wasn't born to be such ignorant.
I know.
She can't live without men in her life. Its because she used to be that since whenever.
And that's not a sin.
I completely understand.
And I should become a friend who understand better.
Deep inside me.
Maybe I haven't become a real-best-girl-friend to her.
Till she had to find an opposite gender of homosapien to accompany her.
Yah, I totally admit.
He has everything that a normal girl want. And I know, his words and smiles can melt a girl's heart.
Oh Allah, this shouldn't interrupt us again. She's already on the track.
Please safe her.
